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Name: Joyce Lee
DOB: 10 December 1984 Company: SMOU
Home Town: Queenstown
HOROSCOPE: Sagittarius
Wedding Date: 14 March 2009, Sat


The Last Thing I Want U To Know..

If one day you feel like crying...
Call me.
I don't promise you that I will make you laugh,
But I can cry with you.

If one day you want to run away...
Don't be afraid to call me.
I don't promise to ask you to stay,
But i can run with you.

If one day you don't want to listen to anybody,
Call me.
I promise to be very quiet.

But,

If one day you call
and there is no answer...

Come fast to see me,
Perhaps I need you

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Our Wedding will be beautiful
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Honeymoon to Europe or US
Going back to school
Be a good wife
more wishes..

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4:17 PM

Ne-Yo (So Sick)

Mmmm mmmm yeah
Do do do do do do do doo
Ohh Yeah

Verse 1:
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way I hear your voice anymore

(Its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this, yeah
(Enough is enough)
No more walkin round,
With my head down (Yeah)
I'm so over being blue
Cryin' over you

Chorus:
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio

Verse 2:
Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And now every song reminds me of what used to be

Chorus:
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio

Bridge:
Ohh
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Oh)
(Stupid love songs) (Hey)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio

Chorus:
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs (Hey)
So tired of tears (So tired of tears)
So done with wishing (Oh)
She was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow (Ooh oh)
So why can't I turn off the radio (Why can't I turn off the radio)

Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears (So tired of tears, yeah)
So done with wishin'
She was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow (Hey)
Why can't I turn off the radio (Why can't I turn off the radio)

Cuz I'm so sick of love songs (I'm so sick of love songs)
So tired of tears (And I'm so sad, I'm so sick of love songs)
So done with wishin'
You were still here (Said that I'm so blue, I'm so sick of love songs)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow (Hey)
Why can't I turn off the radio (Why can't I turn off the radio)
Why can't I turn off the radio
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Suddenly this thought came into my mind.. Even a guy was hurt physically, he will nv shed a tear but when a guy shed his tears in front of the girl he love, this mean that he is really really hurt.. not physically but is mentally and his soul..

How about girls? Girls in nature they tend to be weaker then guys.. That's why there are guys around.. they are meant to protect girls.. is it true? in this current society, we are askin for equal rights but why we still reason that guys are meant to protect the girls? there's a saying that girls are make of water as they cry for every single things.. but what makes the girl cried? is because she is feel hurt.. But if a girl leave u, means she has consider it very very throughly.. thou she leave u, but she is much more hurt den u as she has to make the terrible decision even she love but yet have to force herself to leave u.. It worse then anything..

Everyone who knows me well find me weird.. they will think i have a split personality.. I can be quarreling with my bf aside, turn around i can laugh and joke with frenz.. I mean who can do it? Everytime i quarrel with my bf, it will defintely affects my mood but i can still work as per normal as thou nothing has ever happen before.. I know the feeling of fighting back the tears tat's flowing out.. But tat's when you dun want the other party to know u r hurt.. or i would call it self-protection.. as you dun wan to show ur weakness but the strong side..

How much i long for a complete family.. I really dun mind getting married at a young age.. but once settle down means it be done.. no divorce or anything like dat.. but who's my Mr. Right? I dun wanna follow mama and sis foot steps.. Is Charlie the right guy for me? there's so much uncertainties of him.. no matter how much he treated me good but it can't reverse the time or the hurt that he has done on me.. Whatever past is past.. It doesn't matters anymore.. what matters most is the future.. this applies only if you can forgive and forget.. i really mean FORGET! how many things in life can we forget.. I guess none.. Coz they will always have smth that will trigger the memories..

ok la.. whatever is it.. guess this is enough.. cannot have a bad mood.. Cioz...

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