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7:24 PM
Met up with Yijia few days ago.. we was doing some catchin up.. he was tellin me that if his gf goin out with her ex boyfriends or who, he won;t be jealous or stop her.. coz ex is past and friends are friends unless she is goin out with a person who is interested in her..
1st.. agreed with him that ex is past.. otherwise why call them ex right.. because you know each other too well and seperated or there's lots of reason why the two are seperated.. so why worries ya?
2nd.. friends are friends.. friends are equally important as your lover.. they are the one who support you when you are feeling down.. cheering you up and whatever.. so, ppl out there.. Listen.. a guy and a girl can be friends ok! dun keep thinking tat guy n girl nv can be friends..
3rd.. if she really love u, no matter who she goes out.. her heart is always with you.. if you have no confident, means you are not ready for any rs.. or basically, you dun trust her.. dun hurt others or yourself.. think about it..
* dunno what i am typin also.. out of sudden all came in my mind so here i anyhow type de.. just ignore it.. hehe..
Always by your side SnOwY
1:41 AM
歌曲：心碎了无痕
闭上你的眼我的爱人
吻住你吻住疑问
你的心也变像落叶飞远
我宁愿瞎了眼看不见
求求你千千万万不走
空的心假的意
欺骗我都无妨
我会小小心心的等待
从施舍从怜悯变成真爱
相爱难恨亦难
我的心碎了无痕
吻著你心就不会疼
永不怨永不变
永不永远也不问
伤更深情更真
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我谁都不要! 不要再伤心， 不要在让任何人伤我的心， 不再让任何人靠近我的心。我什么或都不要！
Always by your side SnOwY
1:02 AM
爱情是一种很奇妙的感觉.. When cupid hit you with the arrow, two persons who are stranger might fall in love (love at 1st sight).. Maybe the cupid who wrongly shoot the arrow on us 3 yrs ago wanted to retrieve back the arrow.. Maybe the love from the start is wrong le.. But we have the happiest time and of cause the unhappy times.. this are memories that we will always keep.. a lesson we learn.. After all the thinking this few days, i guess i'm just too use to have u around me.. like the ring you gave me, i'm so use to wear it.. it is always on my finger and if i dun ve it with me, i feel so uncomfortable.. like something is missing.. I also know that I love you but there's no point continue this relationship where there's this basic thing called trust which is no longer there.. both of us been trying hard to build this thing but no avail..
When i see u cry or hear it, i feel the hurt and upset.. but i wan to be selfish.. i want my love and happiness.. i'm not willing to sacrifice any of this.. You are a guy every girl wish for.. a perfect husband and family man but to me, it will never be again.. Things are so much different after all the incident.. You can't convince me that you care for me nor you wun't hit me again.. I wanted to treat you the same way as i used to but i simply can't after telling you all my feelings.. I feel so insecure when i'm with you.. You are the person i love most yet i've no sense of security..
Am i confuse or just running away from the truth?
*This might be something that's hurt, but i guess i wan to lead a single life for now till i'm ready for another relationship.. I need time to heal the wound that is hurting me alot.. I dun wanna be unfair to the next partner i'm gonna have..
Always by your side SnOwY
10:29 PM
Finally, i have told him what's in my mind all these times.. but how did i done that.. i can't even tok to him face to face.. what i did was i use msn to tell him everything.. The worst of all is that is mum call mi and ask mi why i'm not at her place.. den ask mi to give him to him as army is very tough and stressful.. but what about me? Haiz.. whatever.. Suddenly, everything is so much different after i tell him.. after tokin to him, i feel that we are like stranger.. I dunno why.. i know that he is tryin very hard to save this relationship but it seem like it goin to be over soon.. but what am i holding on to? i dunno..
I went to east coast yesterday.. to smoothe my emotion which helps alot.. my mind was blank.. but at some point, the unhappiness creeps in.. The funniest thing is that there is this person who came look for mi..east coast is so big but den i gave him clue so he still manage to find mi.. Haha.. but anyway.. at least my day is brighten up..
To sacrifice your love for happiness or sacrifice your happiness for love? Can we have both?
Always by your side SnOwY
12:11 AM
People normally say that you will only fill ur blog with sad stuff but i guess is tat we have no prople to turn to so we start pouring every single things here.. Everyone wanna hear the happy things.. who wan to hear any unhappy stuff? you be spoiling the other person day.. HaHa.. anyway here goes my unhappy stuff.. Sorry bloggy to have u take all these nonsences..
Today was kind of funny but also angry.. Like i told u.. i can be angry with someone herhe but happy with another group of people.. Firstly, i met Lahiri at queenstown to go town together.. once i meet him, i started to bitch about charlie and family.. i really need to let it out.. i dunno why but the whole family and him is giving me so much invisible pressure and stress..
I will bitch again here.. First, his brother.. at the age of 18 this year, still dunno how to think.. this i will half blame charlie as he always help him plan stuffs till he dunno how to choose his own path.. ask him once awhile give money to his parents, say so much things but in the end he is a person with no contribution to the family.. then his study sucks.. This yr gonna re-take his o level english again yet i din see him practise his compre or compo.. wth.. he is still under probation for poly.. if he's nt gonna pass, he gonna waste the 3 yrs.. wad he thinkin sia.. can't he just takes things more serious? and he has attitude problems.. wen people talk to him nicely and give advice, he din take it nv, but he give attitude lor.. Haiz..
Secondly, his mother.. thinkin about wad sia.. give birth to a daugther without planning for her.. no saving no cpf.. nx time the daugther eat wad study wad.. all she know is to push the responsible to the brothers.. can the brothers take care of themselves is one prob le.. then the brothers will have their own family de ma.. it just adding budden to them lor.. and ask her to change job dun wan.. i mean some of the things if u have the will you can do it de lor.. but scare this scare that or say very tired.. if u r multi-million who will ask u to work.. u can rest at home w no worries..
Thirdly, his dad.. dun wan find job nvm.. wan to stay at home look after the mei mei oso nvm.. but pls la.. think about it.. if ur wife can get a full time job nw y dun let her go sia.. help to look after ur daugther in the mornin too la.. the money in future also goes to her wad.. and still wan to complain takin care of mei mei very xin ku.. who cause it de.. it u lor.. u let her claim to ur head n shit de.. u spolit her and dun wan to be firm with her.. of coz she take advantage of u wad.. tis is ur only child but if u dun teach her properly den very jia lat in future 1 lor.. plus house not enough money le still want to gamble.. can u think!
4th, charlie.. I know you in NS.. you need the support the most right now.. I have been tryin my best to support you wenever.. At first everyone ask you to geng u dun wan.. u wan to do ur best.. you in camp, you expect me to be at home.. u say u dun expect me to understand how the training goes but understand how you feel.. i understand how you feel that's y i ask u to consider it whether u really like the job not.. if u dun like it y want to sign on.. dun keep tellin mi i'm part of the reason.. i dun wan to be the reason i dun wan to be blame in the future.. do it for urself u understand.. I go out u ask mi dun go out too late.. den wen i reach home late u started to scold me.. wtf.. if u so concern about me why u din even bother to come find me when i pop in so many slpin pills and have no f***ing idea where i am and hw i get back home.. U DUN EVEN BOTHER ABOUT IT.. y tell mi now my safety is the most important to u.. if my safety is so important, y u hit me so many times? Everything is diff after u hit me.. the feelin the love the pain everything is different le.. I'm so uncertain.. Is i love you too much or i dun love myself at all.. btw, if you wanna be sacastic with mi so can i..
every relationship that i started i lookin for the future.. i take all relationship very seriously coz what i'm looking for is a husband.. =X
i know la.. at this time where got ppl wan to get married so early at the age of 23 24.. but if u know what kind of family background i come from maybe you will understand.. but i noe 1 thing for sure is that you are not married to ur husband only but to the whole family as well.. I dunno how long i can take on the this kind of family members? i dun wan my life to be very sadistic..
OK with all the rubbish.. here's wad had brighten my day at least..
Met Chong Hoe, Ziyi, Lahiri and Elaina.. Elaina n Ziyi came almost the same time.. so we talk n joke.. den we came up with this idea of getting Chong Hoe to treat us for dinner.. (most of the time i dunno wad they talkin as i'm quarrelin with charlie on the phone) anyway, when Chong arrived, he is the target board.. we all keep aim him for every single thing.. Poor Chong.. Haha.. but we was like laughing so happily.. and there's this person who also cheer my day up (^_-)..
Thanks everyone.. Hope to see you all soon..
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Haiz.. another 5 hours have to head down to Boon Lay.. so sianz.. didn't i do my part as a girlfriend? when he in bmt, almost every weekend go dwn Pasir Ris to pick him up den send him down when he nit to book in.. now he at ASLC (boon lay), still the same things.. But at times i might be tired or really dun feel like travellin so long distance, can you plz understand? U wanna me everytime accompany u go coz u say goin back camp is the most saddenin stuff but can consider ma feelin as well? den u will say i wun understand the kind of feelin in camp.. So wad if understand? Haiz.. whatever la.. sucks! Arrr... Bye!
Always by your side SnOwY
4:17 PM
Ne-Yo (So Sick)
Mmmm mmmm yeah
Do do do do do do do doo
Ohh Yeah
Verse 1:
Gotta change my answering machine
Now that I'm alone
Cuz right now it says that we
Can't come to the phone
And I know it makes no sense
Cuz you walked out the door
But its the only way I hear your voice anymore
(Its ridiculous)
Its been months
And for some reason I just
(Can't get over us)
And I'm stronger then this, yeah
(Enough is enough)
No more walkin round,
With my head down (Yeah)
I'm so over being blue
Cryin' over you
Chorus:
And I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You were still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why cant I turn off the radio
Verse 2:
Gotta fix that calendar I have
That's marked July 15th
Because since there's no more you
There's no more anniversary
I'm so fed up with my thoughts of you
And your memory
And now every song reminds me of what used to be
Chorus:
That's the reason I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears
So done with wishing
You still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow
So why can't I turn off the radio
Bridge:
Ohh
(Leave me alone)
Leave me alone (Oh)
(Stupid love songs) (Hey)
Don't make me think about her smile
Or having my first child
I'm letting go
Turning off the radio
Chorus:
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs (Hey)
So tired of tears (So tired of tears)
So done with wishing (Oh)
She was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow (Ooh oh)
So why can't I turn off the radio (Why can't I turn off the radio)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So tired of tears (So tired of tears, yeah)
So done with wishin'
She was still here
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow (Hey)
Why can't I turn off the radio (Why can't I turn off the radio)
Cuz I'm so sick of love songs (I'm so sick of love songs)
So tired of tears (And I'm so sad, I'm so sick of love songs)
So done with wishin'
You were still here (Said that I'm so blue, I'm so sick of love songs)
Said I'm so sick of love songs
So sad and slow (Hey)
Why can't I turn off the radio (Why can't I turn off the radio)
Why can't I turn off the radio
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Suddenly this thought came into my mind.. Even a guy was hurt physically, he will nv shed a tear but when a guy shed his tears in front of the girl he love, this mean that he is really really hurt.. not physically but is mentally and his soul..
How about girls? Girls in nature they tend to be weaker then guys.. That's why there are guys around.. they are meant to protect girls.. is it true? in this current society, we are askin for equal rights but why we still reason that guys are meant to protect the girls? there's a saying that girls are make of water as they cry for every single things.. but what makes the girl cried? is because she is feel hurt.. But if a girl leave u, means she has consider it very very throughly.. thou she leave u, but she is much more hurt den u as she has to make the terrible decision even she love but yet have to force herself to leave u.. It worse then anything..
Everyone who knows me well find me weird.. they will think i have a split personality.. I can be quarreling with my bf aside, turn around i can laugh and joke with frenz.. I mean who can do it? Everytime i quarrel with my bf, it will defintely affects my mood but i can still work as per normal as thou nothing has ever happen before.. I know the feeling of fighting back the tears tat's flowing out.. But tat's when you dun want the other party to know u r hurt.. or i would call it self-protection.. as you dun wan to show ur weakness but the strong side..
How much i long for a complete family.. I really dun mind getting married at a young age.. but once settle down means it be done.. no divorce or anything like dat.. but who's my Mr. Right? I dun wanna follow mama and sis foot steps.. Is Charlie the right guy for me? there's so much uncertainties of him.. no matter how much he treated me good but it can't reverse the time or the hurt that he has done on me.. Whatever past is past.. It doesn't matters anymore.. what matters most is the future.. this applies only if you can forgive and forget.. i really mean FORGET! how many things in life can we forget.. I guess none.. Coz they will always have smth that will trigger the memories..
ok la.. whatever is it.. guess this is enough.. cannot have a bad mood.. Cioz...Labels: Happy Go Lucky..
Always by your side SnOwY
11:17 AM
How to Know If You Are In Love
What, then, is this elusive thing called love that everyone so desperately needs? Sometimes, we sort of like this girl because she is beautiful ? Or the girl likes him because he is handsome? But this kind of "Cinderella Syndrome" when the girl is waiting on her Prince Charming, is not real love. It is better known as "infatuation", and there is a vast difference between it and real love. Here, we help you to differentiate and find out if you are really in love and not just infatuation.
Infatuation
Infatuation is a feeling; real love involves a commitment also. Infatuation is just love of emotion. Real love, though, is love of devotion. Only the emotions are affected in infatuation, but in real love both the emotions and the will are involved. Next, a person "fall into" infatuation, but "grows into" real love. Guys, have you ever seen a girl who was so beautiful that you thought you'd faint? This is infatuation! It is based totally on physical attraction; often you don't know much in-depth about the person you so-called love. Thus, infatuation is mostly biological. Also remember, never tell a girl you love her, unless you are willing to marry her.
Then, infatuation is basically selfish where real love is basically selfless . Infatuation is more interested in satisfying yourself and the "feeling" than it is in the other person. Real love is primarily interested in the other person. It seeks to give instead of get.. Love unselfishly seeks the highest good for the other person. Lastly, infatuation is weakened by time and separation where real love is strengthened by time and separation. This does not mean that there will be no pain in separation. On the contrary, there is great pain in separation if you are truly in love.
Love
Now you know what is infatuation, we will go on to discuss about the details of a true love.
Love is patient. The word translated "patient" means to wait patiently for the fulfillment of expectations. When you have diffculty dating this girl and she does not want to come out, if you truly love her, you will not complain and blame her, you must look at the situation from her point of view - maybe she is having some problems which prevented her from coming out. You must react to it with patience and understanding. Next, have you ever met someone you liked so much that you wanted to push the relationship and make it progress faster? Sure you have! Love, however, is willing to give a relationship time to grow at a natural pace. It does not push but is willing to wait for the relationship to grow at a rate that is satisfactory to both parties. Love is Kind. Love seeks to encourage and build up others. It respects the feelings and emotions of others.. It finds its greatest satisfaction in making others happy.
You can do the following:
- Give one another things such as gifts and encouragment cards.
- Compliment one another. Magnify the other party's strength.
- Listen to one another. Pay close attention to what each of you has to say and make each other feel that what each says is important.
- Treat one another special in public. Compliment and encourage one another sincerely in the presence of others.
- Love is Not Jealous
Jealousy usually indicates an insecure and immature heart. Love wants the best for others, but jealousy is possessive. Jealous is reflected in the childish statement, "If he is going to talk to her, then he can just forget about me!" Often, one person wants to totally possess the other and to restrict her relationships with
- Love is Not Brag
Love is not a windbag and is not anxious to impress. Often a guy will brag to a girl, trying to impress her so that she will like him. A truly great person, however, does not need to exalt himself! Others will exalt him.
- Love is Not Arrogant
Love is not conceited, boastful, cocky, or stuck-up. Love, instead, is humble and has a servant attitude. Sometimes, a guy may come across to a girl with an "I can take you or leave you" attitude. His demeanour implies, "You ought to be thankful that somebody as neat as me is dating you." Of course, this is not love.
- Love always covers
This word cover means to pass over in silence, to keep confidential. Love is patient with the faults of others. It doesn't critcise and broadcast to the world the faults of others. Love is there even when it knows the other is not perfect.
- Love always Perseveres
Love always stands its ground and holds out. It will outlast anything. It will even love in the face of unreturned love.Real love will last though all sorts of trials, tribulations and stresses.
- Love is Not Provoked
This means that love has a long fuse. It does not become irritated and angry. It is not easily offended. Love does not seek its own This is the heart of love. Love is other-centred rather than self-centred. Love says, "I love you, I want to give to you." Selfishness says, "I love you, I want you!"
- Love does not act unbecomingly
This means that love does not behave disgracefully, dishourably or indecently. It does not embarrass others by its action. It is characterised by tact and sensitivity. This also means that love should have good manners. Be sure to do little things like opening doors for your girl, or offering her your arm when you walk together.
- Love is forgiving
Lastly, this is a MUST for a successful love story. If a guy is not willing to forgive and forget when his girlfriend is one hour late, he is not exhibiting love. Love doesn't hold grudges when it has been wronged. It doesn't remain resentful.
Remember this: Love forgets past failures and sins.
Always by your side SnOwY
1:51 PM
Yesterday i accompany mama go my 2nd sis workplace for medical checkup which is at Ubi.. and i didn't sleep the whole night.. anyway.. Mum got sore eyes because of uncle who pass it on to her..
After the checkup, i accompany mama go Bras Basar to collect a gift from NTUC Income.. before that we went to eat MacDonald breakfast.. Hee.. It been so long tat i had Mc Breakfast.. While eating, it seen like going to rain soon so we have to hurry to the NTUC Income building.. It took us about 15 min to walk over.. halfway to the building, it drizzling.. when we reached, it's pouring.. so we considered ourselves lucky.. Hee..
as the building is beside the SMU, I hold on to my mum in case she will fall as the floor is kind of slippery.. But when i hold on to her, then i realise she's really old le.. thou she's only 46 but it so much different when i was young how she hold on to me.. time really passes quietly but leaving the mark on us.. we always say that time will heal all wounds.. will time takes away all the scare that's left behind..
tat's all i guess.. Hope the everything will be fine in the medical report for mama.. She's my everything..Labels: Time will leave no trace for us
Always by your side SnOwY
4:17 AM
I MISS MY GRANDPARENTS!
Always by your side SnOwY
8:35 PM
SUCKY DAY!!
Decided to go jogging today.. Finally i can put on my new jogging shoe to use.. But i was so sad.. Last time i can at least run 5 click.. but now 1 click is killing me.. after 1 click i almost fainted and out of breath.. Have to try again on thursday.. But at least i still can run.. Been so many years that i had stopped running.. The last time that i run was like in Year 1 Poly.. Haha.. Ok.. Now i'm having gastric pain le.. Time to go off.. Buaiz..
Always by your side SnOwY
7:26 PM
Something that i realise since when i was young.. or say when i was in Secondary School.. When a person in the process of achieving something or someone, the thing or person will be the most valuable or precious.. Once obtained, it will lose it value.. Think about it.. Have you ever like something so much that you would save up your money for food, fun and every other things just for that particular stuff.. Once you obtained it, you play with it for a day, then a week, then a month and lastly a year.. when you are told to pack your stuff, you suddenly found this object that's been lying at a dark corner and realise.. ohh.. this is how i have save up all my money just to buy it.. how come it there? no wonder i couldn't find it.. It not you couldn't find it.. it just you forgot bout it.. you have taken granted of it.. It very similar in a rs.. when you first going after that girl, you will shower her with gifts, flowers and everything.. when the girl is ready to be with you, there you start the honeymoon period.. last for 6 months or a yr? thereafter, whether is you or the girl, whatever they did is "li shuo dang rang" (Obligate).. They help you to settle your family and personal stuffs when you not around.. They help to pack your room and home.. They buy food for you and your family members.. Blah blah blah.. NO ONE is obligate to help you with all these.. these are your personal responsibilities.. so.. just be grateful that you have him/her.. Learn to cherish.. when you lose it and regret, that's too bad.. i'm happy for the party who chooses to leave you.. Think about it.. be it your dad, mum, bro, sis, lover, friends.. you are the one who needs them, turn around they need you too.. but if you aren't there, they turn to others.. that's the circle.. be there for someone when someone needs you.. Money is only a susidiary issue.. rs is always way more important than any other things..
Okay!That's all for my nonsence..
Always by your side SnOwY
4:52 PM
my 1st boyfriend (wit) lasted 2 days.. we dun meant for each other but we were best of friend..
my 2nd boyfriend (sebastian) lasted 10 months.. he was MCP and only bother bout himself.. when we 1st started together, i was force to be with him by my friends.. when i ended this rs, it was very dramatic..
my 3rd boyfriend (Jason) lasted 6 months.. he was nice and tent to your stuffs but he is a playboy.. he two time me.. and the 3rd party was my friend..
my 4th boyfriend lasted (Yijia) 1yr 6 mth..I'm his first love and 1st gf.. He was a great guy.. everything about him was great except that he obey his parents too much.. hence i decided to leave him but i guess i regretted..
my 5th boyfriend (Vincent) lasted 8 months? He's much older den me by 6 yrs.. i tot he would be more mature but he is mature in everything except rs.. he always put his "brothers" in front of everything.. and leave me behind.. in a rs as thou we are not..
my 6th boyfriend (Alvin) lasted 1 yr? How to talk about him? He is great also.. He really knows what you want before you open your mouth.. he is a very romantic guy also.. On my birthday, we celebrated with my friends.. but he bought a cake and present at home to help celebrate with me only after everything.. He was very nice.. but why did i leave him? Dunno y he started to gamble and i tolerated it.. but he lose so much that even how hard i tried to help him to pay for the loan, it nv ending.. I gave up.. but the only reason y i have left him is bcoz he was going after another girl when with me.. thou i din find out whether it is true not, i just ask for a break up.. it was devastating for me to handle..
my 7th boyfriend (Ziyi), lasted 10 days.. Haha.. this was funny.. we are classmate.. but we were together for 10 days.. i guess i just transfer my love for the 6th to him so i dun feel so hurt.. but everything is wrong.. Love cannot be transfer..
my 8th boyfriend (Charlie) was my current 1.. we have been together almost 3 yrs.. but i dunno how to comment him.. He hit me before.. not once not twice but 5 times.. everything of him is good.. but i dunno whether will he be my prince charming.. I have been thinking.. but got no conclusion.. once married, everything is settle.. but i can't even confirm this guy.. he is a very responsible, family, loving person.. and he use to be Alvin friend.. the friendship was broken because of him gamble as well.. he is also the 1 who told me that alvin was going after another girl.. well well.. any conclusion? but one thing is real and that he treated me above all others..
my 9th boyfriend (Valent) lasted 3 months.. It was between the break out with charlie.. he was my buddy.. we knew each other 8 yrs.. but when i was with him, he was a complete stranger.. someone i nv know before someone i nv seen before.. he was so immature and senseless.. do stuffs without thinking.. tat wasn't the person i know.. i know that we are not suitable so i ended the rs..
stupid life stupid me.. what's going on? can someone please lead me.. I just want a stable life..
Always by your side SnOwY
11:13 PM
This is a terrible week for me.. My grand uncle pass away on friday.. haven been at the wake since then.. He was 79 this year.. had cancer for four years but we were not told at all for all this years.. His children did not want him to worry afterall hence he himself also dunno about it.. everytime when we go visit him, he is always so cheerful and bright.. nt even look like he is sick.. yesterday, my grand aunt (grand uncle eldest sis) came all the way from malaysia to have her last look.. when she got down from the car, she broke down.. She is 83 this yr.. kept sayin why dun let her go 1st instead.. It so painful..
Today,morning we got the news that my grand aunt fell down badly..she previously have an operation due to fell down.. My mum and me rush over to look at her.. sent her to the clinic den hospital.. It so funny, her own son doesn't want to even sent her to the hospital coz want to save the money as malaysian see doc in hospital is expensive.. just wanted my mum or me to pay.. I mean we are okay with the paying.. but why? she is her mum.. there's isn't any longer for them to be filia to her.. 5 yrs or 10 yrs.. that's it.. WHY BE SO STINGY WITH THE FUCKING MONEY! you can't bring it in your coffin.. anyway, no more of all this stupid things.. we rush back to the funeral.. as they need to leave by two.. and there are prayers and stuffs.. my mum and i head back 1st.. my uncle was left behind with his mum.. I think this whole epi is that my grand uncle doesn't want my grand aunt to send him off.. dun wanna to see her so sad.. we are done with all the things by 3 plus.. the past memories keep replying.. Hw he always stand by the window to say bye bye to us while we drove away.. I'm feeling like shit nw..
going off..
Always by your side SnOwY
4:16 AM
Looks like i haven been posting for quite sometime.. This few days i'm kind of very stress out.. goona out of job by the end of september due to unable to clinch a project in singapore and my boss dun seem to find any potential in locally.. so i guess he wanted his full attention oversea.. I'm left with like 3 months to find other jobs if i'm goin to Australia to study in Jan.. who would empoly someone for 3 months? Haiz.. What am i suppose to do? Here's what i think.. postpone my studies to further notice and work or just go ahead to australia to study.. Haiz.. i very stress.. I really dunno wad to do at all.. can someone guide me.. HAIZ..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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