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1:50 PM
Once again, I feel like am on the verge to breakdown soon.. Everything seems like is collapsing..
We have withdrew the application for the 3rm HDB Terrace due to several factors. The seller is an un-discharge bankrupt and at the point of the whole sales, my agent asked if anyone is but they kept quiet.. and also there is this manhole in the kitchen and we have repeatedly asked seller agent and sellers whether is it a sewage manhole? But they insist is a drainage manhole.. the cost for moving it out is about 2k to 10k.. I would want to buy this kind of house.. right now, they do not want to return us the money for the option to purchase and exercise fee.. though is not a big sum of money but is my 1 mth salary.. is like u work so hard and in the end the money goes to someone else pocket.. I can’t eat nor sleep..
I’m feeling more and more stress in work.. with my boss not leaving town and she is kind of pressurizing me. I’m not sure why am stress but I feeling very stress.. is like there’s an invisible force pushing mi to my limit.. I have so many things to do but when she ask me to name it, in fact I cannot name it at all.. what’s wrong with me.. I felt like quitting or rather I dunno when I will get fired..
I’m getting more and more emotional recently.. may be due to the stressful work.. Shih say that she have a cyst in her womb.. but I dunno wad else can I do to help her.. everytime want to talk to her properly, ended up, I will still lose my temper.. I’m getting more temperamental.. I feel like I’m very sick.. mentally sick..
Things seem not very right nowadays.. dear dear also may need to do operation for his nose.. who am I to care for so many people.. I only have 1 heart 1 mind.. how to care for so many people at 1 time..
I really don’t know what I can do.. Dear Lord I leave everything in your hands.. You are our Creator, Our Saviour, Our Heavenly Father who know what is the best for us.. We look up to you with an open heart for the direction you want us to go, please lead us and teach us the way you want us to do.
For all the bad things, there’s one good things.. we have found another house at Meiling Str which is corner unit and is very good house.. we really like it a lot and also both our mummies love it too.. Thank you Lord for providing us such a nice house. Hopefully everything will be better as the day goes by.
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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