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3:44 AM
it been real long time since i last blog.. it seem like whenever i feel upset, i will turn to you.. it's because you listen to all my complaints and nonsense.. some1 so close to you and about to get married telling you the world don't revolve around you.. if you love that some1 and your world don't revolve around that person, are you really in love? all along i tot that's wad love is all about.. maybe am wrong.. very wrong..
communication breakdown? is he my Mr. Right? so confuse.. who to assure me? am so lost.. so upset.. talking to you brings slight comfort to my heart..
dear Lord, i thought that was what you have plan for me. the man of my life, to assure me, to comfort me, to listen, to spend the rest of my life with.. but is he the man you really want me to marry to? but why things is turning sour.. things is not working out.. it seem like everything is wrong.. please don't let me regret.. already feel insecure for marriage and when things happen, i will choose to believe man are untrusty.. not worth to trust them or place my future on them, they will just walk out your life at any point of time when they think they have done enough and can't do anything else more.. this is the so call Love to them.. dear Lord, ur uncondition love to the mankind is so perfect that no love in the world can even come close to it.. maybe to have your love is more than enough but man are too greedy to look for more love.. dear Lord, i leave my future in your hand.. i know that i don't deserve your love but have pity on me. thank you Lord for the kindness in you for me..
i always assume.. i should just let go.. i should let go of the things that doesn't belong to me in the first place.. he doesn't belong to me.. i should let go and i will learn to let go.. shouldn't clinch on to the things that don't belong to me.. I GIVE UP! I GIVE UP OF EVERYTHING!
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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