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11:46 PM
once again felt so worthless.. it umpteen times i been feeling this way.. felt being rip apart alive.. I know i haven been a good gf to you.. but at least i tried my best to be one.. if i nv stand in your shoe to think about things then i have nothing else to say.. for two weeks, where have we been except hospital to visit your mum.. i make the effort to go dwn everyday, to please your mum and dad.. Even when daddy and mummy every time ask u to go back home, how much i wish you would be staying over.. not leaving me behind.. wadever your mum say me, i take it aside and not to think about it.. in my family, you get all the praise, but in your family, what did i get.. i stangling so hard to manage everything and i nv think in your shoe.. i really dunno wad else to think or say.. but i guess we really need to cool dwn and think all over again.. tolerating all my nonsense has been a stress and pressure to you..neither do i know how much can you take it.. if you know one day you won't be able to take it, please let me know early.. dun tear me up totally..
Yeah! i'm being a thrash again.. whahahaha... Nobidy wants me now.. anyboday? on sale.. whahahahaha... yeah!
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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