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12:45 AM
Very very upset at this moment.. Xiao Liat was at his place now.. he's sayin he can't seem to make it thru the day.. i told him to send mi a pic of his current situation.. after looking at it, it's just makes me feel more upset.. i have been looking after him for half a year.. still rem the 1st time i saw him, he was still very small.. only a few weeks old.. bought him back fr the pet shop.. look after him.. fed him n play with him everyday.. he's very cute.. the 1st time i saw him i like him alot le.. that's y i bought him back.. still rem my sis been complaining that i over fed him and he's so fat.. bt now, he's so skinny.. he's not eating anything nor drinking.. i even place his fav carrot and hay yet he isn't touchin it.. practically he's shutting down his system.. simply refuse to eat or drink due to stress or shock.. but i still dun understand wad's the cause..
it was xiao hu li who left mi 1st, now he's goin to leave mi too.. why does it always ended up this way.. nw Charlie have to force feed him med, food n drink.. it's so painful to hear that.. and i still quarrel with him.. he's stress so am i.. the pressure i taken it's nt light as well.. and it's nt that i do not wan to go see him nw bt i noe i can't.. i simply noe i can't.. hw much i wish he din brought him back nw.. at least he's with mi.. yet i do nt wan to see him leave mi like she did.. ain't i too selfish.. i really sucks.. why dun you just take my life away n return them their life.. it's my fault.. i noe i neglected them for the past weeks.. thou i feed them bt i din really shower them with my love n care.. i'm really sorry.. it's all my fault.. please GOD.. i really beg you to show mercy on him.. let him live.. i'm really sorry.. i will repent.. please do not take him away fr mi.. please.. if this is yet another test to test my faith for you, it's too much for mi to take it.. i'm praying with my heart to you.. i hope you will be able to hear it..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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