It's year 2007.. it's been so fast that year 2006 has left us.. many things have happened the whole of last year.. be it happy or unhappy.. The most happier things is that i have my dear dear with me.. he really has brighten up my the end of my year and i believe he will brighten up the rest of my life too.. i hope this relationship will last and he be my last and only.. i took my whole courage to tell him the darkest and hiden secret of mine.. i dunno whether is right or wrong but i dun wanna hide anything fr him.. yet after telling him, i feel so "naked".. dun understand y.. bt i hope it wun affect us.. but if it does, i tink it's the Lord decision too.. coz i did ask him whether shld i tell him tat.. thou i din hear the voice of Him, bt i still make the decision..
i tink i used up all my courage, i dun dare to look at him in his eyes.. i feel so worthless.. feel so sucky.. haiz.. nw i also dunno hw to make his mummy like mi more or accept mi.. i really lost track..
new year new resolution.. i want to get a job soon.. i wan to work hard.. i wan to save money.. i wan to love him more.. I wan to love and accept the Lord.. i wan to his mummy to love mi.. i wan his parents blessing.. i wan alot more other things after i go think.. nw is time to recouperate.. haha.. be back again..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
