was very happy recently.. as there is someone always there for mi.. showering mi with love and care.. doting mi like i'm a little girl.. Love mi like a princess.. hehe.. bt he's gonna leave mi for 4 days.. and it's Christmas.. bt it's ok.. coz he be in my heart always.. i will be missin him and waiting for him to come back.. to be back in his embrace.. He's simply too sweet.. the way he pray for us, he smile and he angry.. it's so sweet.. and when he's in uniform, he's so smart and super handsome.. bt i nv say when he's nt in his uniform he's nt handsome ar.. hehe.. was quite upset when i have to tink tat he's gonna go oversea a few days.. seem like i'm so emotionally attached to him le.. but things will always be better.. had to tink on the bright side ya.. hehe..
And i have been tryin to settle Stacy and JH stuff.. we are really twins.. haha.. she be jealous with mi as jh had once go after mi.. but it was million years ago.. bt she cannot let go off it.. she's so insecure and needs lots of assurance from jh.. where jh dunnO hw to give her those.. I understand how she feels.. coz i have been feeling insecure and needs assurance.. He gave mi the assurance bt the insecure is smth i tink only time can give and heal.. and i'm also jealous of her if one day if he left mi for her.. coz i find her threatening.. hehe.. nt really la.. bt we are too similar in most of the ways.. maybe he will fell for 2? keke.. no la.. he's mine only.. hehe.. blehz.. Hope things between the two of them will work out fine.. coz mine is fine.. tink i too easy to go after le.. hehe.. actually to be frank, i din 1 2 let myself for in love for a long period.. but the many many little things he had done for mi really move my heart.. is he make mi fall in love nt i let myself fall in.. nw i say all these, if he happens to read it, he must be flyin n hitting the roof.. hehe
the other thing that i'm upset was that dunnO wad happen.. my buddy suddenly was so different.. haiz.. hw i wish things will be better.. it seem like i gain someone and i lose someone at the same time..
* Thank you my LORD for sending him to me. i have never felt so much love by someone.. I will cherish him and YOU..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
