MERRY CHRISTMAS! Been acc and helpin ppl to shop for christmas present.. went shoppin since Friday.. shop shop n more SHOPPING! Ytd was great.. acc jh to buy Stacy present but i make him buy mi 1 too.. n it cost him 200 bucks for a GUESS bag.. lolx.. and i bought a little bag myself for 35 bucks.. hehe.. it's a sling bag.. so happy.. hehe.. den went for dinner and wait for Stacy.. everything was fine.. been well controlling my emotion until we meet up with Stacy.. she makes mi think of dear dear.. i miss him so much.. tears are bout to roll down and i'm tryin very hard to force it back.. until dear dear ask mi to call him.. i know that he miss mi alot too.. but the more he tell mi he miss mi the more i can't hold on to the tears.. at first bluff my way thru that i was havin a cold.. bt jh msg dear dear ask wad happened.. there after i tried to calm dwn too.. but in the end nt very long calling dear dear makes mi miss him even more.. really breakdown.. tried to ac with him but he's wasn't really happy bout it.. bt i dun wanna him to noe i'm upset.. i wan him to be happy.. but i guess in the end i just mess everything up.. i just make his Christmas bad.. i'm very sorry dear.. i din wan to.. i'm sorry.. really sorry.. too many things happened at a time.. i really can't handle it.. sorry..
more shopping today.. i have been spending about 200 bucks for myself.. hehe.. bought myself clothes and bags.. and i received many christmas present this yr! nv had so many christmas present before.. i'm so happy.. find that i was being pampered so much by so many ppl.. i'm so lucky.. i'm the luckiest ger in the world.. woo hoo.. hee.. have to rush out to meet Stacy le.. and the happiest thing thats goin to happen is that my SUGAR HONEY is coming back to sg today.. i can finally see him.. it's been so long.. i wan to hug him.. i dunno hw will i react wen i see him.. hee.. 5hr 30 mins to see him again.. gonna be late le.. Stacy gonna kill mi soon.. hee..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
