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1:42 AM
I'm very upset.. Super upset.. the 1st night he isn't with mi.. everytime i go out with him or anyone, he will come and pick mi up.. nw i have to go home myself.. where the roads we use to walk together the place where we will hide.. it's just upset me that i have to go back on my own.. and he's nt around.. the whole day been tryin to put up a smile.. can't bear to let him check in.. when he finally check in, my tears wanted to roll dwn bt i force it back.. it was so painfull to see him leaving mi.. keep lookin at the photo we took today that was on my wallpaper and screensaver.. my mood was down to the extreme.. dun feel like goin out to anywhere this few days till he's back.. i dun wan to continue the journey without him.. and nw my turn to say he's a stupid idiot.. ppl very upset thou he din nOe.. yet still wan to say so many things to try irritating mi.. and i really miss him so much.. finally, my tears came rolling dwn my cheeks.. i juz wan to have him around mi.. i wan to love him, hug him and kiss him.. SHIT.. we are juz together yet y am i so emotionally attached to him.. hmpZ..
went shopping with Jing Shi earlier on.. so went to look at smth which he wants to buy.. bt out of stock at Tangs.. and I FOUND IT.. bt i din bring any cards out only cash which is only 40 plus.. so can't get it.. JS was saying she paid for it den i trf to her bt when we went back, they are closing.. someone told JS today the shops open till midnight.. yet they are close by 1030! wth.. sianz.. have to go back tml to get it.. i'm so scare it will be sold to someone.. otherwise i will cry le.. spending money yet again.. hehe.. haiz.. i'm still very upset.. the only thing tat i'm happy is i heard his voice but it juz make mi miss him even more.. and have to think tat i'm gonna celebrate tis yr christmas alone is such a fantastic idea.. haha.. and i have received the 1st christmas present from my 2nd sis.. yeah.. i love her.. i already unwrapped it le.. hehe..
my christmas wish is to have him by side nw.. to hold him, kiss him, hug him, love him and every other things.. *cry
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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