Was celebrating my birthday at MoS on saturady night as i was thinking after 12midnight it will be my birthday! haha.. there was many groups of frenz there.. but i felt very left out.. and i probably left some ppl out too.. so i was at depression mood.. wasn't really very happy.. and the worst of all is that i got molested.. i was so so angry.. anyway.. i tried to enjoy myself.. Yokeling came by.. i was so happy.. it was a yr ago i saw her.. miss her so much.. haha.. n i dunno how tis kissing thing started.. haha.. i kept kiss Yokeling and Stacy cheeks.. haha.. and to my big big surprise, i french kiss Stacy.. haha.. Han n solomon was like blur.. haha.. neither can i believe i did tat.. lolx.. my 1st kiss was given to her.. keke.. and i dance like 7 hrs i guess.. almost non-stop.. i dunno wad else to do.. i can't possibly seat dwn there and talk as they are diff ppl.. so the most simple thing to do is to make them all dance.. and i was running up n dwn.. met the director of MoS.. he's gettin mi the membership and stuff.. got mi drinks as well.. i partically drank alot.. fr the drinks he gave mi plus Yokeling's frenz shots and Han n Justin bottle of chivas n drinks.. but i wasn't drunk.. neither high.. i'm still very sober.. hw much i wish to get drunk.. at least mind is empty n happy.. haha.. party till they close at 6am.. reached home bout 7.. bath n slp..
woke up at 12plus.. den my mood is at the bottom.. i cried.. i feel so upset.. decided to go church.. so got Solomon to bring mi along.. hehe.. the church was very nice.. thou it's traditional but can find the peace there.. the songs they sang are smoothing.. the preaching today is about repenting.. the service end at 620pm? no program so he acc mi the rest of day otherwise guess i will be at home rotting.. went to watch this movie called "The last kiss" it's a story about hw ppl tends to stray away fr their relationship and hw to preserve a rs.. I find it a very nice show.. den went to Swensen for dinner.. and he order a slice of cake since i din have any birthday cake.. it was very nice of him to order tat.. haha.. at least i got my chance to make a birthday wish before my birthday ends in an hr or so.. Someting to brighten up my day at the very least.. =)
*1 quote fr the movie: " It doesn't matter how you feel towards the one you love. What matters most is what you have done to your love ones.." Any comments?
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
