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3:43 AM
Gloomy days..
After all these days of thinkin, i feel like shit.. i seriously dun tink i should be treated this way.. Indeed, all these are brought upon my own.. When u like someone, u doesn't need to be with that person.. as long as that person is happy, you will feel happy.. u will do whatever that's to make that person happy w/o tinkin of any returns.. everything takes two hands to clap.. if the other party doesn't like u, there's no point for u to force things to happen.. as there won't be any happiness or stuff.. all u will see is the hurt and unhappiness.. i tried to be happy.. i tried fake every smile n laughter.. bt deep inside mi, i'm cryin.. really dun understand why things will ended up this way.. if u say u juz wan to continue stay as frenz, dun kiss, hold or hug me.. tis wasn't wad frenz do.. dun go MIA leavin mi with no clue.. is tis wad u called frenz? i'm nt a toy.. i'm juz a human being.. with flesh and blood.. u left me alone to handle all this crap.. hw could u be so cruel towards me.. u dun do tat to any of ur frenz.. bt why me? i'm juz a normal person.. i can't handle anything.. i'm totally lost.. i can't find my inner peace.. there's so many times that i wanted to breakdown.. do u noe hw terrible i'm feelin right nw.. you are the biggest DONKEY in the world.. i really can't believe u did tis to me.. am i suppose to walk pass u and act as thou i dunno u? i'm really goin crazy.. where are you when i needed you the most?
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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