when you dun have any expectation, you won't have any disappointment.. i expected an answer but i'm waiting for something i won't get to know.. the tears that i'm forcing back so hard finally rolling down my cheeks.. I'm just filling the emptiness in there.. nothing else.. do i have to feel this way right now? do my tears have to fall? I dun wan to only be happy when i received a msg or a call.. i wan to be happy everyday.. i dun wan to wait for anything.. i dun wan to be disappointed.. i dun wan to expect for anything.. i will let go.. let go of everything.. i wun cry anymore.. till my bday, i will be the happy mi again.. i can only be sad for nw.. i will be happy again.. none of us need anyone else to survive.. we can survive on our own.. i'm in this situation because i let myself fall into it.. it's only myself to blame.. i'm feelin very painful.. my heart wasn't a whole to be break with in the 1st break..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
