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11:49 AM
Since young, i'm very envious of others' family.. with a complete family they can grow up in.. with the father and mother who dote on u.. to run to the father when u r upset.. be in their embrace.. to hear their story.. i came up with a single parent family.. in mind, i can't really recall hw my father look like, a blurry image.. all i can remember is the things he had done.. he left me a very bad childhood.. still remember when i was in pri sch, i totally dun trust any guy and feelin insecure all the time.. to me, they are all the same.. i tot i'm gonna be single for the rest of my life.. din nOe that when i went to sec sch, my opinion was change by my bro(wit n kit).. they showed me what is care, what a guy responsible is, etc.. i'm happy i met them.. they are always my good brothers! there are many ppl in sch (seniors) they treated me like i'm an endanger species.. they dun let me get hurt in any ways.. at first i'm so use to it, but i grow independently.. well.. who dun like to feel protected.. especially the 1 u love.. it's a kind of feeling difficult to describe.. but when the 1 who supposed to protect u turns to be the 1 who is hurting u, i guess that's nt love.. neither do i know what was it.. how can someone who love u dearly will ever hurt u?
we were discussing a theory the other day.. that's girl can forgive but not forget and guys can forget but not forgive.. say if a guy has a mistress, the wife will still forgive him times.. but when it went over the limit that's when she can't even forgive herself for giving the husband chance to hurt her.. that's when the divorce came out.. so when u love her/him, dun hurt that person.. if u wan to hurt him/her, dun even love her..
i'm crapping again.. hehe.. i'm bored and angry that he viewed my blog without my permission.. hey, i have own privacy.. please respect mi with it! arrr... whatever!
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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