Juz came back fr Pubbing.. went Wala wala with my sec sch mates and my ex teacher.. it was smth good to be cathing up with each others.. Met Shan about 12 plus.. went to eat supper then went dwn to Boat Quay to look for Eric and Jer they all.. Eric is kindda sad.. he is entangle in a love triangle.. there isn't anything i can help .. coz i guess guys tokin to him is better to a ger tokin to him.. so i didn't really join in the conversation.. juz sat there quietly singing song.. keke.. Shan was tellin mi tat our group may break up.. if the things between Eric, Xiong and Xiaoxi is nt handle properly.. kind of upset.. It's a test to see whether is the friendship is strong enough.. if it have to be over i have to face the fact..
I have been taking it very easily.. Thou i have broke up with him but i guess i wasn't really sad bout it.. Might be i have been preparing myself for this long time.. instead of being unhappy, i felt that the weght in my heart has lessen alot.. i feel "lighter" in some sense.. Hee.. He's been callin mi to ask mi to reconsider about it.. but i guess i have made up my mind.. that's over.. Love is complicating.. when u tink tat u can't let go yet when u decided, u actually can let it go.. i dun tink i lying to myself or stuff.. but i guess i really let go the feelin.. indeed tat 3 yrs rs is nt short but when it time to let go, u have to..he's sayin tat i'm selfish for nt considerin his feelin.. maybe i am.. but i do nt wan to dwell in the past anymore.. i wan to start anew.. i'm glad that i made the right decision!
be brave to face the future as you may nt know what might happens..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
