I'm torn apart.. totally being torn apart.. Very upset..tryin to occupy myself with stuffs... bt i simply can't control my mind and heart.. they keep thinkin of the same thing over n over again.. went jogging last night with xiong.. coz he's too stress for the interview today.. finally i went jogging and managed to jog a 3.2 km.. haha.. so happy.. xiong still say wanna jog 4 click yet he stop at 2.8km tinkin of his interview stuff.. keke.. anyway, i'm happy tat at least i done some exercise.. went home bath and can't even read much about a book i recently bought and slp.. even in my slp, i will still dream about him.. why can't i let go of it.. making myself miserable.. been occupying myself the whole day.. acc my buddy coz after his interview he's very upset.. he find that he din do well in it.. acc him till 3 plus 4, went home wanted to bath bt help my piggies clean their cage.. den after tat was changing my room threater system.. do till 7 plus.. den my bro called.. talk to him and stuff till 8 plus.. finally, i can bath.. haha.. juz done with my dinner.. nw listenin to Alex To cd.. haiz.. i'm really very upset.. arrrrrrrr....... i'm goin crazy soon.. ahhhhhhhh.........
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