This is his 2nd day at Taiwan.. The time that i can finally have peace of mind.. the days that he is on block leave, we quarrel almost every day.. for every little minor things will end up in a big quarrel.. I tried my best and put in all my effort to the rs but i just can't see it working.. I know that he's very upset this few weeks.. so am i.. I can see and feel the effort that he's putting in to save this rs.. but i feel so pressurize and stress.. the haze with stress combine.. i have been havin hyper ventilation for the past few days.. Thou i noe that clubbing won't destress mi but at least i won't get to think of anythings.. There's nothing left for me.. The fear is always there.. the trust is no longer avai.. Life is tearing apart..
frenz are scolding mi tat going over to aust study is just running away fr the prob.. i'm just keep the thing hanging there.. Hence i decided to postpone the study trip till further notice AGAIN and settle the prob.. I just hope everything will be fine and i will be leading my happy life again..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
