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11:13 PM
This is a terrible week for me.. My grand uncle pass away on friday.. haven been at the wake since then.. He was 79 this year.. had cancer for four years but we were not told at all for all this years.. His children did not want him to worry afterall hence he himself also dunno about it.. everytime when we go visit him, he is always so cheerful and bright.. nt even look like he is sick.. yesterday, my grand aunt (grand uncle eldest sis) came all the way from malaysia to have her last look.. when she got down from the car, she broke down.. She is 83 this yr.. kept sayin why dun let her go 1st instead.. It so painful..
Today,morning we got the news that my grand aunt fell down badly..she previously have an operation due to fell down.. My mum and me rush over to look at her.. sent her to the clinic den hospital.. It so funny, her own son doesn't want to even sent her to the hospital coz want to save the money as malaysian see doc in hospital is expensive.. just wanted my mum or me to pay.. I mean we are okay with the paying.. but why? she is her mum.. there's isn't any longer for them to be filia to her.. 5 yrs or 10 yrs.. that's it.. WHY BE SO STINGY WITH THE FUCKING MONEY! you can't bring it in your coffin.. anyway, no more of all this stupid things.. we rush back to the funeral.. as they need to leave by two.. and there are prayers and stuffs.. my mum and i head back 1st.. my uncle was left behind with his mum.. I think this whole epi is that my grand uncle doesn't want my grand aunt to send him off.. dun wanna to see her so sad.. we are done with all the things by 3 plus.. the past memories keep replying.. Hw he always stand by the window to say bye bye to us while we drove away.. I'm feeling like shit nw..
going off..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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