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12:11 AM
People normally say that you will only fill ur blog with sad stuff but i guess is tat we have no prople to turn to so we start pouring every single things here.. Everyone wanna hear the happy things.. who wan to hear any unhappy stuff? you be spoiling the other person day.. HaHa.. anyway here goes my unhappy stuff.. Sorry bloggy to have u take all these nonsences..
Today was kind of funny but also angry.. Like i told u.. i can be angry with someone herhe but happy with another group of people.. Firstly, i met Lahiri at queenstown to go town together.. once i meet him, i started to bitch about charlie and family.. i really need to let it out.. i dunno why but the whole family and him is giving me so much invisible pressure and stress..
I will bitch again here.. First, his brother.. at the age of 18 this year, still dunno how to think.. this i will half blame charlie as he always help him plan stuffs till he dunno how to choose his own path.. ask him once awhile give money to his parents, say so much things but in the end he is a person with no contribution to the family.. then his study sucks.. This yr gonna re-take his o level english again yet i din see him practise his compre or compo.. wth.. he is still under probation for poly.. if he's nt gonna pass, he gonna waste the 3 yrs.. wad he thinkin sia.. can't he just takes things more serious? and he has attitude problems.. wen people talk to him nicely and give advice, he din take it nv, but he give attitude lor.. Haiz..
Secondly, his mother.. thinkin about wad sia.. give birth to a daugther without planning for her.. no saving no cpf.. nx time the daugther eat wad study wad.. all she know is to push the responsible to the brothers.. can the brothers take care of themselves is one prob le.. then the brothers will have their own family de ma.. it just adding budden to them lor.. and ask her to change job dun wan.. i mean some of the things if u have the will you can do it de lor.. but scare this scare that or say very tired.. if u r multi-million who will ask u to work.. u can rest at home w no worries..
Thirdly, his dad.. dun wan find job nvm.. wan to stay at home look after the mei mei oso nvm.. but pls la.. think about it.. if ur wife can get a full time job nw y dun let her go sia.. help to look after ur daugther in the mornin too la.. the money in future also goes to her wad.. and still wan to complain takin care of mei mei very xin ku.. who cause it de.. it u lor.. u let her claim to ur head n shit de.. u spolit her and dun wan to be firm with her.. of coz she take advantage of u wad.. tis is ur only child but if u dun teach her properly den very jia lat in future 1 lor.. plus house not enough money le still want to gamble.. can u think!
4th, charlie.. I know you in NS.. you need the support the most right now.. I have been tryin my best to support you wenever.. At first everyone ask you to geng u dun wan.. u wan to do ur best.. you in camp, you expect me to be at home.. u say u dun expect me to understand how the training goes but understand how you feel.. i understand how you feel that's y i ask u to consider it whether u really like the job not.. if u dun like it y want to sign on.. dun keep tellin mi i'm part of the reason.. i dun wan to be the reason i dun wan to be blame in the future.. do it for urself u understand.. I go out u ask mi dun go out too late.. den wen i reach home late u started to scold me.. wtf.. if u so concern about me why u din even bother to come find me when i pop in so many slpin pills and have no f***ing idea where i am and hw i get back home.. U DUN EVEN BOTHER ABOUT IT.. y tell mi now my safety is the most important to u.. if my safety is so important, y u hit me so many times? Everything is diff after u hit me.. the feelin the love the pain everything is different le.. I'm so uncertain.. Is i love you too much or i dun love myself at all.. btw, if you wanna be sacastic with mi so can i..
every relationship that i started i lookin for the future.. i take all relationship very seriously coz what i'm looking for is a husband.. =X
i know la.. at this time where got ppl wan to get married so early at the age of 23 24.. but if u know what kind of family background i come from maybe you will understand.. but i noe 1 thing for sure is that you are not married to ur husband only but to the whole family as well.. I dunno how long i can take on the this kind of family members? i dun wan my life to be very sadistic..
OK with all the rubbish.. here's wad had brighten my day at least..
Met Chong Hoe, Ziyi, Lahiri and Elaina.. Elaina n Ziyi came almost the same time.. so we talk n joke.. den we came up with this idea of getting Chong Hoe to treat us for dinner.. (most of the time i dunno wad they talkin as i'm quarrelin with charlie on the phone) anyway, when Chong arrived, he is the target board.. we all keep aim him for every single thing.. Poor Chong.. Haha.. but we was like laughing so happily.. and there's this person who also cheer my day up (^_-)..
Thanks everyone.. Hope to see you all soon..
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Haiz.. another 5 hours have to head down to Boon Lay.. so sianz.. didn't i do my part as a girlfriend? when he in bmt, almost every weekend go dwn Pasir Ris to pick him up den send him down when he nit to book in.. now he at ASLC (boon lay), still the same things.. But at times i might be tired or really dun feel like travellin so long distance, can you plz understand? U wanna me everytime accompany u go coz u say goin back camp is the most saddenin stuff but can consider ma feelin as well? den u will say i wun understand the kind of feelin in camp.. So wad if understand? Haiz.. whatever la.. sucks! Arrr... Bye!
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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