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4:52 PM
my 1st boyfriend (wit) lasted 2 days.. we dun meant for each other but we were best of friend..
my 2nd boyfriend (sebastian) lasted 10 months.. he was MCP and only bother bout himself.. when we 1st started together, i was force to be with him by my friends.. when i ended this rs, it was very dramatic..
my 3rd boyfriend (Jason) lasted 6 months.. he was nice and tent to your stuffs but he is a playboy.. he two time me.. and the 3rd party was my friend..
my 4th boyfriend lasted (Yijia) 1yr 6 mth..I'm his first love and 1st gf.. He was a great guy.. everything about him was great except that he obey his parents too much.. hence i decided to leave him but i guess i regretted..
my 5th boyfriend (Vincent) lasted 8 months? He's much older den me by 6 yrs.. i tot he would be more mature but he is mature in everything except rs.. he always put his "brothers" in front of everything.. and leave me behind.. in a rs as thou we are not..
my 6th boyfriend (Alvin) lasted 1 yr? How to talk about him? He is great also.. He really knows what you want before you open your mouth.. he is a very romantic guy also.. On my birthday, we celebrated with my friends.. but he bought a cake and present at home to help celebrate with me only after everything.. He was very nice.. but why did i leave him? Dunno y he started to gamble and i tolerated it.. but he lose so much that even how hard i tried to help him to pay for the loan, it nv ending.. I gave up.. but the only reason y i have left him is bcoz he was going after another girl when with me.. thou i din find out whether it is true not, i just ask for a break up.. it was devastating for me to handle..
my 7th boyfriend (Ziyi), lasted 10 days.. Haha.. this was funny.. we are classmate.. but we were together for 10 days.. i guess i just transfer my love for the 6th to him so i dun feel so hurt.. but everything is wrong.. Love cannot be transfer..
my 8th boyfriend (Charlie) was my current 1.. we have been together almost 3 yrs.. but i dunno how to comment him.. He hit me before.. not once not twice but 5 times.. everything of him is good.. but i dunno whether will he be my prince charming.. I have been thinking.. but got no conclusion.. once married, everything is settle.. but i can't even confirm this guy.. he is a very responsible, family, loving person.. and he use to be Alvin friend.. the friendship was broken because of him gamble as well.. he is also the 1 who told me that alvin was going after another girl.. well well.. any conclusion? but one thing is real and that he treated me above all others..
my 9th boyfriend (Valent) lasted 3 months.. It was between the break out with charlie.. he was my buddy.. we knew each other 8 yrs.. but when i was with him, he was a complete stranger.. someone i nv know before someone i nv seen before.. he was so immature and senseless.. do stuffs without thinking.. tat wasn't the person i know.. i know that we are not suitable so i ended the rs..
stupid life stupid me.. what's going on? can someone please lead me.. I just want a stable life..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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