Finally, i have told him what's in my mind all these times.. but how did i done that.. i can't even tok to him face to face.. what i did was i use msn to tell him everything.. The worst of all is that is mum call mi and ask mi why i'm not at her place.. den ask mi to give him to him as army is very tough and stressful.. but what about me? Haiz.. whatever.. Suddenly, everything is so much different after i tell him.. after tokin to him, i feel that we are like stranger.. I dunno why.. i know that he is tryin very hard to save this relationship but it seem like it goin to be over soon.. but what am i holding on to? i dunno..
I went to east coast yesterday.. to smoothe my emotion which helps alot.. my mind was blank.. but at some point, the unhappiness creeps in.. The funniest thing is that there is this person who came look for mi..east coast is so big but den i gave him clue so he still manage to find mi.. Haha.. but anyway.. at least my day is brighten up..
To sacrifice your love for happiness or sacrifice your happiness for love? Can we have both?
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
