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1:02 AM
爱情是一种很奇妙的感觉.. When cupid hit you with the arrow, two persons who are stranger might fall in love (love at 1st sight).. Maybe the cupid who wrongly shoot the arrow on us 3 yrs ago wanted to retrieve back the arrow.. Maybe the love from the start is wrong le.. But we have the happiest time and of cause the unhappy times.. this are memories that we will always keep.. a lesson we learn.. After all the thinking this few days, i guess i'm just too use to have u around me.. like the ring you gave me, i'm so use to wear it.. it is always on my finger and if i dun ve it with me, i feel so uncomfortable.. like something is missing.. I also know that I love you but there's no point continue this relationship where there's this basic thing called trust which is no longer there.. both of us been trying hard to build this thing but no avail..
When i see u cry or hear it, i feel the hurt and upset.. but i wan to be selfish.. i want my love and happiness.. i'm not willing to sacrifice any of this.. You are a guy every girl wish for.. a perfect husband and family man but to me, it will never be again.. Things are so much different after all the incident.. You can't convince me that you care for me nor you wun't hit me again.. I wanted to treat you the same way as i used to but i simply can't after telling you all my feelings.. I feel so insecure when i'm with you.. You are the person i love most yet i've no sense of security..
Am i confuse or just running away from the truth?
*This might be something that's hurt, but i guess i wan to lead a single life for now till i'm ready for another relationship.. I need time to heal the wound that is hurting me alot.. I dun wanna be unfair to the next partner i'm gonna have..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
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