Haiz.. I had a quarrel with Charlie again.. I noe wad's you guys reaction is.. Why quarrel again! Is not tat i wanted.. I was terribly upset with it.. I couldn't slp at all.. It happened on tuesday night.. not gonna mentioned what's the quarrel is about but i just want to know is basic respect important in a relation? He have been saying that hw much he care about me hw much he worried for mi.. Hw true is it? I always have a doubt in my mind.. There's ever once that i quarrel with him and i took dozen of slping pills.. went to a high storey with him on the phone.. but he didn't came and fetch me.. I still have no idea hw i managed to get home.. wad i have done.. I have no memories at all.. The only thing that i remember is he never came at all.. until i went sch on my own.. Hw much does he care bout me not to memtion he hit me.. wanna control me so much.. hey common.. i'm not yet married to you.. dun you dare control me.. even if i'm married to you, i will not be control by you..
and there i have to handle his family members.. It so damn tiring.. His whole family including his cousins and everyone.. They are so childish.. Mum gave birth to a baby sister without considering the house finance.. Father(Step) not even wanting to work.. not only tat can't even help to take care of the sis more.. Brother.. ask him once awhile give mum some money to faily but say his father(Step) is MUMMY.. Cousin they all, dunno hw to think or study hard.. Dunno wad kind of family members is tis.. Mum cannot find son den have to call me.. Hw old is the son? still need to worry until like dat not.. Can call people late at night. others don't want to pick up phone yet still keep calling and can call my house somemore.. You don't slp doesn't mean others dun need.. Can't they just spare a thought for others! Hw long can I handle this kind of people.. are you guys testing my patience? I am limited.. I'm telling you right now.. STOP THE FUCKING DISTURB MY LIFE! I'M NOT YOUR WIFE OR DAUGHTER IN LAWS.. LEAVE ME ALONE!!!
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
