Haiz.. Just came back home not long.. Today just a sucky day.. rather go clubbing den have all this happen.. at first was quite happy.. we had dinner at Suki Sushi.. den we decided to go KTV pub.. think think den went chinatown.. search for an hour plus.. den we decided to go find shan.. they order a bottle of Chivas.. we play game and drink.. the songs like u dedicate will come only an hour later.. wtf.. wait so long.. den this ger from the pub keep make us drink.. luckily me keep winning dun need to drink.. xiong lose the most so drank the most.. Shan already drink alot le.. end up both of them drunk.. only me and Eric the most sober.. Xiong keep hugging me and say he regretted the past.. keep recalling what happen in the past.. Haiz.. Really dunno how to console him.. Maybe he is just too lonely.. Anyway.. so me and Shan sent him home.. He kept insist to stay at house downstairs.. we kept him accompany as we are kindda worried about him.. Finally he went home.. Yeah~
Shan sent me home.. after i bath, i received a sms from him.. saying once a failure forever a failure.. I dun think that's true.. No one born a loser.. even u in a relationship, it doesn't mean that u are a winner.. Future are unpredictable.. Only GOD noes wad lies in the future..
I have a feeling.. which i should have pen it down days ago.. the feeling is kindda strong.. but i really hope i'm wrong.. i find that one of my close friend fell in love with me.. I really hope this is wrong.. I hate it when the feeling is right.. Haiz.. i dun want to lose a friend.. I really yreasure this friendship lots.. Can someone lead me? Tell me what can i do.. please..
I beg u my LORD, please give me some direction.. though i'm not a christian but i hope you will help me..
Always by your side SnOwY
When your are down please remember i m always there for you*
